Day 67, Day 68: Basketball. I Love this Game

Nothing much over the weekend... Mainly three things I did.

1: Basketball
2: House MD
3: Work from Office.

I just love the game of Basketball. Why do I like this Game so much? You know why? Cause in the Game of Basketball, Skills matters but that aint much. How well you control the ball matters but that aint much. How accurate you are with your shot matters too but that aint much either. In the game of Basketball, he who wants it most gets it. If you lose, it simply means you dun wan to win it as badly as the other party. Thats it. Thats the Game of Basketball and it makes sense. You want it, you get it. On the other hand, no matter how hard you want a person, the person is still not yours if you dun win her heart. Even if you tried your best.

Why do I love this game? Cause its Physical. Its not about individual, its about teamwork. Its about cooperation and understanding between people. Its about working together and each time it succeeds, you ask yourself why things like that never happens in real life. Its about hardwork and when I put in the efforts and reap in the rewards, nothing else matters. When you are on that court, facing the other guy one on one with no one else to help you and give you aid, you forget about pain and fatigue, you forget all about your weakness and tiredness, you forget about your abilities, you forget about how great a foe you got, YOU ONLY WANT TO GET PASS AND BEAT THE GUY IN FRONT OF YOU. Total Concentration.

Why it feels so good? Because it lets me forget about my personal life. I forgot about Eugenia and our breakup. I forgot all the pain Im feeling. Even if I do, I am channeling all my furastration and helplessness into strength to beat the other guy. You forget about the game where you played badly, you forget about the miserable life you are living or the boring afternoon spent at home. You forget about the part where Eugenia tells you... I Just dun love you Anymore. You forget about that last hug with her in the room, the kind of hug where you know its the last one with her again. You forget about going to her place and taking back your clothes. You forget about how adorable she looks wearing your shirt, wearing your basketball pants. You forget about all the good times you have for 3 YEARS which makes the breakup so hard to take. You forget about your hopes for the Future. You forget about trying to win her back. You forget about her being with another guy. WITH TWO OTHER GUYS after you broke. You Forget that she found another guy 1 week after you broke off. You forget that she never regrets a decision she makes. You forget about all the pains and criticisms that you have received having a girlfriend that is two years older. YOU FORGET THAT YOU LOVE EUGENIA MORE THEN ANYTHING ELSE IN THIS WORLD AND SHE DUN LOVE YOU ANYMORE.

You have no time to self doubt. You know that each time you doubt yourself would be a huge mistake and you lose a point. You have no time to hesitate. You know that each time you hesitate would be one chance for the opponent to give you added pressure. You got no time to think of mistakes. You know that each mistakes you make could be your last and cost you the game. You have no time to think of lost. Thats because you know that each though of lost brings you deeper into depression and you know that Depression is what comes after the game and you dun want that kind of depression and YOU BETTER MAKE SURE YOU GIVE IN YOUR ALL AND EVEYTHING SO THAT YOU DUN LOSE THE GAME LIKE YOU LOST THE GIRL OF YOUR LIFE.

Total Bliss.

That's why I love this Game.