Day 97: I love the Game

Woke up today early, went to Clarke Quay for work. It was fantastic because the work wasnt too tough like the two previous weeks and I enjoyed my time there with the other Ah bangs In the shop. They were working on the furniture and the signboards and we had a good time laughing when we see Chio Bu walking past and they will go like WA CHIO BU! EH DUN WALK SO FAST LEH! In Malay. Haha... Damn Funni larrr

Everyone keep on asking me weather Im the son of the Shop Uncle... -_-' Look alike Meh?

Got the $80. Then went to Jurong there to play basketball. At first we played at Teo's house. I felt on top of my game today. Even though I did not shoot so good, all the other areas of my game is magnificent. "I felt". I passed good, Defend Good, Was calm on the ball, Make Good decisions and generally did not give my opponents any Respect. Felt damn Great.

We had this game where me and Dan was teamed with two other freaking Noobs, One was from China. We played 3 guys and this Girl. The three Guys seemed to be not bad players and the girl was from Rp Reigning Champion team. I thought we were done for since we had those two loopholes, almost every shot attempt was targeted towards them. The Opposing players attacked the weakest link. We were down fast and the score was 9-4 in a race to 11. They were at 9 points.

Me and Dan decided to step up and take control of the game. I decided right there and then I will not show any respect to my Opponent. I will mark him and I will make sure he will not get past me and he will not shoot past me without feeling the greatest pressure. Dan also decided to step up and dominated the Paint area getting the rebounds and being a huge threat. He also demonstrated some great shooting and everyone keep guarding and focusing on him, not giving him the chance to shoot the ball out. I think it worked quite well. Almost all of the play of the opposing team start from a drive-fake-pass-pass-pass-Attempt. After the score was at 9-4. I went to guard the guy that Drive. Giving all the pressure. He cant shoot, he cant drive because I was determine not to let him get pass me. Whenever he stops the ball, I will step and and pressure his Pass. I think this stop their Drive-fake-pass Momemtum.

We chased and Chased and the score was at 10-10. But we could not finish the game. Should have run that play Dan and Shawn developed. I scored 5 of the 10 shots, Dan scored 4, all beauty *(Thats why they think he is a huge threat) and one of the China noob guy score the remaining one. One of my shot was a three pointer, 1 was a hard drive to the basketball and an acrobatic layup after getting fouled. One was a left hander layup, Two of them were from a Mid Range Jumpshot around the baseline.

Damn cool game though we lost. We would have won if we had Yong Lee. Another one of our guys.

PrAisE God!

Day 95, Day 96: Nothing Much

Nothing much happened these two days. Got my pay which was cool. Lets hope the next few days would be exciting ones.

Play basketball today but halfway through it started to rain. Everyone went home but I continued shooting till 10. I love playing in the rain. Have loved it ever since young. Though its not healthy I felt good and cool and though the court was quite slippery, that did not stop me from driving to the basket, executing Lay up and jump shot and imagine I was some sort of NBA star.

There is a book fair recently. Hope to visit that place and get some nice Medicine Books. After Tomorrow night, i will start to tune my body to be fit for NS.

Praise God!

*I think I will find a Japanese Girlfriend. They sound damn cute on the phone and made my whole day. .

Day 94: Work now, Play later.

Woke up today. Feeling not so good. Damn tired. But still dragged myself to work.

Able to hit my target by 12pm. So decided to have a bit of sleep. Slept for one hour, then had lunch for another hour. So I slacked off for like 2 hours. Thats really bad.

Then realise that I got like 20% call rate. That sucks to the core. Angela had to cheat to help me. I feel way bad.

Came back and play some basketball with my brother. Its nice to have him there. Would have been nicer if he stayed on the court for longer periods.

Praise God. Heal my tired body. Bless my Soul. Give me Strength. I believe in you.

PrAIse You.

Day 93: I believe my Hard Work will Pay Off

Woke up today, went to work, was not late.

Rest and relax at the beginning of the day. I was behind on my target by a lot. It was not till the last three hour of work that I decided to buck up and work my ass off that I was able to hit my target by the time work ends.

Spoke with Su Ann. She walked pass me three times today. I asked her about Penang. She told me that I have got to visit Batu Ferringhi. The nicest beach in Penang. What I heard from the travel blog is that it is a boring place. But for her sake, Maybe I'll just go take a look. Then we spoke about the Notes that she was suppose to pass to me. She told me she has the soft copy for her work and some hard copy books for Enterprise. I told her I want them. She said she does not want to carry the stuff all the way from KL on the 5 to 6 of July. And then I got Brave.

I didnt know what hit me. I told her. Why not you dun go back on the 5th or 6th of July. Go in on the 13th or 14th June. Because Im going on a Backpacking trip too and you can show me around town then. I'll help you to carry the books! Too bad she wasnt free.

So another thing about Su Ann. Her birthday is 11th July. Same date I get Enlisted. And her father birthday is two days before. And she just wore a ring which she didnt use to wear a few weeks back and she started wearing High heels. Hmm... Interesting.

So anyway after work went to have dinner with Theresa, Angela, her sister and the Mother and Rapfael. We had Marche and I had the Pig Knuckle which tasted not bad. I also had Calamari. Dinner cost me about $20. Then the rest of them decided to go home while I had a beer with Theresa. We spoke about everything and nothing, about Bernie and office and her studies. Nice having a friend like that, you can have a beer with anytime of the day, you can just sit and chill and talk and talk and talk till you forget what time it is. Im glad I met Theresa. Another friend just like Daniel.

So Praise God for all the blessings that he have imparted to me. Thank you lord Father and Abba!

Day 92: Work like Siao

Woke up today in the morning was not late for work.

OT till 10.45pm and earned quite a lot of money. This can help me to lessen my financial load during the trip. Spoke to a girl Yanling who was the third last to leave the entire office. Quite a nice cute girl. I was second last to leave the office.

Called CMPB today to settle exit permit stuff. Turns out Im free to travel as long as I report to the enlistment on time. Then took a leave on the 13th, planning to leave on 12th Night 9pm by Coach to Penang. Leave till 20th friday. Having 21st and 22nd as cushion should be pretty comfortable.

Going to sleep now less I cannot take it tomorrow.

PriAsE gOd for Everything!

Day 91: R and R.

Woke up late today. Did not go to church once again.

Got that much needed rest. Came online and did some more research this time on Penang.

Planned a bit with my brother. Much of the stuff are planned out. Idea is to take a coach to Penang and stay there for a bit. Probably visiting Georgetown and the nearby attraction. Then take a ferry from there to Kuah, the ferry terminal of Langkawi. Then if we still have cash to burn we'll take a bus to Krabi Thailand making a stop along the way at Satun. Damn cool larrr...

Ate dinner with father and Brother. Ate one a half Chicken.

Watch the earthquake show with my brother... Damn sad. God bless the people there plss.....

Praise God. Let his love shine on the people in China!

Day 90: No one to Answered... Who wanna go Backpacking or Touring From Penang to Langkawi to Krabi?!!

So woke up today... Early... Went to work at the medical hall for $10 an hour for 8 hours. Not bad, quite awesome.

But work was hard and tough. So much dust and all...

Ah well... So it is another $80 in the bag. Maybe I'll get to spend them when I go Holidaying in Malaysia.

Whoever is reading this. Are you interested in Coming? Just drop me a comment... I'll be pleased to go with ya!

Praise God!

Day 89: I need to Buck up at work. Who wants to join me Backpacking in Penang and Langkawi?

Woke up early today, went to work and time passed pretty quickly. Didnt hit my target for the whole day. I was one short per hour. Its ok. We have our off days right?

So I came to work and I learnt that it will be Bernie Last day at the office from 9 to 6. That sucks. Well at least Theresa stayed so its not too bad.

We ate Marche today. I had the French Onion soup. Totally different from the Mushroom. This one seemed more Chinese. Then had the Original Rosti Spammed with Sour Cream and the Fresh Calamari spam with mayo which was Damn Awesome! Bill came to around $20 plus. I should have ordered that $12 beer. Taste great, I would take that over Heineken anytime!

So came home early after work. It was my stepdad birthday. We got him a bottle of wine and a Pen. Issac and his wife came so did their two children and the maid. Julian came with his Wife Priscilla, My bro steven came with Zhao Xin, there was Daddy and Mom. Everyone seemed to come with a pair. Me? I came with God. Oh yea! His my Daddy!

So it was a nice night with nice cake and SUPER GREAT FOOD! Which my mom prepared.

I was considering a Holiday in Malaysia. Something of an adventure, just exploring around with a limited budget and saving. Take public transport and stuff. I just realise that ALL MY FRIENDS ARE SO DADDY MOMMY GIRL AND BOY DE LARRRR!!!! None of them are allowed to go overseas on their own? What the hell... Like I have less then 5 friends which can go explore with me. One of them already have a trip to Hong Kong and Korea. Another One is going into army in first week of June, One more only allowed to go Hong Kong and Taiwan I dun wan... Malaysia Cheaper and more thrilling larrr... Then another two are freaking Broke! BROKE! Jia lat lar...

Sian... What to do? As usual lo. Leave it to God. Whoever reading this blogs that wants to go? Please Drop me a Comment? Lets make friends eh?

Day 88: Huat ah!

Woke up today and around noon as I took half day paid leave because I needed more sleep. Went to work at 2 and was not late as usual. During my four hours there, hit about 10 names per hour. Not bad!

Then i decided to work overtime. Worked till 9.30pm and excluding dinner time hour I earned $11 for two hours of work. Pathetic.

Ate Subway though, One Foot Long Cold Cut Trio. Excellent! It already caused $11 dollars already that meal.

Came back home and did the usual. Going to sleep at 12:20am.

Praise God!

Day 87: Learn to Control pls

Woke up today, was not late for work, everything was fine till after work. I went out to play ball with the other guys, Daniel, Yi Chuan, Yong Lee and Teo and the other guys. We played all the way till 11 then went to have a rest. Rest and eat till 12 and reach home past midnight feeling damn Shag. How am I going to work tomorrow? I need Sleep! So I asked for a Half day paid leave. Going to work in the afternoon till evening.

Then its back home for shooting practice again and ball again on Friday. I just love this Game. My shots have been getting more and more consistent. I feel more and more confident of making shots and I have never felt better playing Basketball.

Praise God.

May I have a great rest today.

Day 86: Mr Nice Shot and a Grumpy

Woke up today feeling fine. No pain anywhere, I felt refreshed and ready to go. Talk about a new beginning!

Went out onto the train, got to office like 20 mins early then usual. Reach office and started work. Then I realise something Helen is on leave today! Woot! No pressure baby. Just enjoy the work today. Before entering the office, had a little chat with Theresa. I think she's really cool. Really BROTHER those kind.

Ah well slacked off for the first part of the day. Hit like only a few DE for the first four hours. But luckily I got to call india and although talking to the people there can suck you dry, I was able to not only hit my target and hit the rest of the target that I missed too. So it kinda worked my way and praise God for that.

Even had time to look into what is Neurocysticerosis and the Function of Phelgm and stuff. Also get to stay online. Yong Lee told me about a possible work opportunity. He says something about being a camp facilitator and guiding people. Which later turns out to be a bad choice and he didnt like it one bit so with no company, I might as well not go too. Although I think it cant be that bad and I would probably enjoy my time with the kids.

Then I left the office immediately at 6pm having hit the target. Everyone ask me why I leave so early... Ah well... I was actually going to.... PLAY Basketball!

Woot I had a great time. Shooting shots after shots which seemed to go in one after another. Hong Siong Accompanied me while I shot and we had some drill runs and he gave me some pointers. I am going to improve my game by leaps and dominate the court! With God on my side surely I can do it.

Came back and found that Brother did like over 360 Date Entry today. What a freaking great job. Hmm... Maybe he had some help. I dunno. Anyway he seems a little grumpy about some stuff... I mean... Things are supposed to be done that way so no point saying how diffcult and Stuff. People pays good money for this Shit and it needs to be done clean and proper and swee swee for other people one ma... Right? Anyway... Im gonna send him some help tomorrow. At least I'll have him off my back then...

People doing work harder but earning like twice lower then him, have to make calls after calls and face all the crap from the other person on the other line. Go play basketball so tired already, still have to do the dishes and do already still have to hear him complain about some problem that if actually if you just take a small amount of time searching can be solved easily. Dunno what to say man really...

Haiya... Praise God la. I let him solved this problem for me. Muack! I still love him and everyone!

Day 84, Day 85: A New Beginning

Woke up today. Have been sleeping alot for the past few days, I think Im prepared to go ahead and face tomorrow. Bring it on World!

My physical condition aint good. Too much late night and unhealthy food. Has to rectify that.

Haven been going to Church for the past few weeks. Gotta rectify that too.

Emotionally unstable for the past few weeks. I dunno why but the break came at a good time and I have thought things out. Im good now.

On the plus side, I manage to catch up with some old friends... Friends whom I deemed as too far away and whom our lives are too different. They messaged me and wanted me to go play ball with them. Way Cool! Finally hanging out with the real dudes again.

Praise God for everything. Im 20 now. Time to step up and Own. Its a new beginning. =)

Day 83: Being Like House

Yea I made up my mind that I am going to start thinking like House. Making Decisions based on Rationality and Logic instead of getting my emotions in the way of my judgement. I do not want to be Totally like House in the sense that he has crappy relationship with people and he is a mean bastard but I want to know how he think and look and solve problems. How he is able to see into people and know what they are thinking or feeling. Its a great show. =)!

If I was like House things would not have been so difficult. I would not have tried so hard to keep my friends in the Company. House dun give a shit and if I think like him, I shouldnt either. House would have identified that because he was getting too emotionally involved with his collegues, he should get rid of them. I wont get rid of them. I will however, do my best not to get too involved in this. I got them here, they have to prove that they are worthy of being here at their own efforts.

Yea... Like I said... More Rest... More Sleep.

House dont believe in God. I do. And I am destined to Reign in my life and I am going to do it like House does and I am going to believe in Jesus and all things good that he will impart to me.

Praise God.

Day 81, Day 82: Im trying to hard. Things are supposed to be easy.

Ok... So these two days I was troubled. Why? Because My collegues feel that I am helping a girl who doesnt even make an effort to stay in the company in the first place.

Know what? I leave it all in God's Hands. His Victory is Effortless. I should not be trying so hard by my own efforts to make things right. He will do it for me. Why am I so EMO lately. Crap.

pRaiSe God! All I pray over the next few days is Good Sleep and Great Rest. Jesus I trust you in. I trust that you are The Rest.

PrAIse God!

Day 80: How to prevent my Two Dear Friends from getting the SAcK

So had some problem at work today. What do you do when you come to the office one day and you heard from one of the reliable inside sources that one of your friend from another department is going to be sacked sometime within the week and another of your friend if she does not perform is going to be sacked next week?

Rule of the game:
Both of them Must Keep their Jobs and you have got to help them. *Because they are such Dear Friends

Thought about how to solve this problem the whole day... So just only met my target with 8 names per hour for 8 hours.

Here's my answer: Give the friend an opportunity to continue work at my department. Tell it to her discretly in the form of the friend who is dangerously close to being sacked. Tell the one who is dangerously close to being sack to bucked up and secretly help her out in the middle of the night when no one is in the office to improve her call rate. Problem solved. All keep their jobs, a little more effort on my part but Im happy. Cause those two Dear Friends Keeps me going and gives me the motivation to work everyday.

If they are reading this... Please dun feel pissed. I have never thought of helping you all because Im kind and helpful. I bring it upon myself to keep the both of you in the company for purely selfish reason because you two make life here much more interesting and I enjoy working more with the two of you around. Cheers! =0)

But of course... All praise to God my Father. =)

Day 79: On with the Work.

Woke up early, was not late today. Felt on form. Manage to hit 9 names per hours and 11 names per hour for the first four hours. Later on in the day, not so good. Hit 8 or 9 names per hours for the next 4 hours calling India.

Felt damn sian.

Things went wrong man... So wrong I cant say it in the blog. I'll just leave that to GOD. I trust in him to solve it and lead me on the right path.

Praise God.

Day 78: Happy Birthday To Me. =)

Woke up early, ate a nice big bowl of Mian Sian cooked by my mom and went to work. I was like 15 mins late and the boss was not pissed with me caused its my birthday. Hurray!

Mom gave me Ang Bao too. Think there's a 50 inside. Haven opened it yet.

Went to work. Hit 9 names per hours for the first 4 hours and 11 names per hours for the next 4. Thats off the roof! Rock on! Went to Banquet for Lunch, ate Ban Mian and enjoyed the company of the people Im with. God, thank you for all of them. Seriously they are such nice people...

Then come dinner. Turns out that it was not a one on one dinner thank god if not its going to be so boring. Instead Bernie, Theresa and Stefanie, the three damn good friends ate with me. I though they were great company, nice funny people and the sort where you can just sit and talk till dawn. I never had this kinds of friends, not since I stopped hanging out with Daniel and company. I really missed going out with those dudes but it seems like our lives are just too far apart now to come back together and hang. They got their own commitement and I have a great life writtten on the palms of Gods hand to live.

We went to eat Riverside Indonesian Restaruant. The Dinner cost $50 for 6 nice dishes including Sting Ray and Sotong and free flow rice. You know how freaking expensive rice is and how many people are starving and they are giving out free flow rice? Thats like damn amazing...

Then they wanted to go grab a drink, some Magariata something which I have no idea about. Ended up abandoning the idea cause they are broke. So we ended up buying Ice cream for Stef and bernie and me and Theresa had a 500ml beer. Heinekan for me and asaki for her I think. Then we went to sit by the river opposite the Bunjee jump, watching those people scream like freaks and the night life just across the river. It was a wonderful experience.

Made me realise how little I know Singapore. I keep telling myself that I want to go overseas because Singapore is boring, but the thing is with a nice group of friends like the sort where you can chat till dawn, any place in Singapore is a heavenly place. Even though like half the time I dunno what they are talking about cause its all about past memories, I just like to sit around and listen to them speak and laugh, and laugh along with them. Its Blissful. And its nice to have their company especially on my birthday. Having celebrated with my families and my collegues, I could not ask for more. And the Lord gave me in Abundance.

Took a 190 bus home to Choa Chu Kang then a cab back. I settled some phone stuff and my brother gave me a gift. It was a Passion of the Christ poster. Freaking nice and the most awesome present I received. The card was second and the Money by my mom was third and the nice shirt was fourth and the Watch was fifth. =) I think the poster exudes some power and I feel happy when I look at it and it fills me. Thanks Bro! Love e Present the most!

Alright. Its late. Im going to bed. See ya!

All praise to God.

Day 77: Sunday.

Woke up late today. Did not go to the big new creation service at Singapore Indoor Stadium. I slept in late instead and woke up at 2.30pm. Needed that rest after a tiring week last week and an exhausting Friday and Saturday.

Woke up, went online and settled some stuff, then went on to go do my favourite THANG! Watch House! I freaking love that show. House Rocks. I think trying to be Objective is the hardest thing in the world to do and House Epitomises Objectivity to the Maximum though his a mean son of a bitch. Amit a Smart one. I love how they speaks and the one line spatters between him and cuddy and the rest of the gang. They make conversation seemed like an Art. I love it. Gonna try to my best to give smart ass replies next time.

Then went over to Bukit Panjang for a dinner with my father, supposed to celebrate my birthday with him. We had Curry Fish Head for dinner and a few other dishes. Dinner was good though I did not have much appetite. We then went over to Bukit Panjang Plaza and my father bought me a phone for my birthday. It was a F200 Samsung MP3 phone without a camera which is perfect for my army days.

Presents so far...: A Levi Shirt, a Watch and a Phone. Freaking Not Bad! This is the first time I like receive so many things like before my birthday. =)

Came home, watch Flight of the Phoenix type the blog and looked for NBA updates. Orlando battling it out with Pistons current match at 1-3. Celtics playing the Cavaliers currently tied at 2-1. Lakers demolishing the Jazz currently at 2-0 or 3-0 cant remember and the San Antonio spurs against a mouth watering New Orleans Hornets. What a surprise for New Orleans. They held their own against the Champs. Amazing!

By the way... Go Celtics!

Praise God. Oh God... may you help me tomorrow night. I need it. Thank you. I leave things in your hands.

Day 76: I Survived Bioharzard level 300 with a Mask

Woke up quite early today. Had to go to work helping someone pack and move their things. Its a Medicine hall located at Clarke Quay, took a cab there which cost $15 bucks. Pay was suppose to be $10 per hour for 8 hours. Lunch included. Done deal!

Came earlier then the starting time 10. Decided to try to walk and find the Sketches restaruant at Robertson Walk but just cant seemed to find it anywhere. Then gave up and proceeded to the Medicine Hall for my work. Started with packing things into box, helping the Uncle to paste and stick the box together. Then moved on to helping me to throw out all the useless old stuff from Decades ago. Then was lunch time which Uncle treat me to Char Chai Peng. Not bad larr....

Then after lunch it was rest for a bit then came the tough part. I had to clean containers after containers of Medicine stored 60 years ago piled with layers and layers of Dust such that silver fishes can be seen in the midst of all the dust and Spiders and Small insects are crawling about all over the places. I had to brush away the dust and use a tower and a pail of water to slowly wipe all the containers till they are clean. I think I must have moved through 50 Containers. I had to wear a mask to prevent contamination. Thank god my hands dun have cuts if not I would have gotten an Infection from all that dust confirm + chop.

Then he paid me the $80 bucks he promised and off I am. I was suppose to meet my mother, Dad and my brother. They wanted to bring me to a nice place to eat dinner and celebrate Mother's Day and My Birthday together. But before doing that I decided to really check out where Sketches is so that I wont get lost on Monday. Thank God I did because I Spent one hour and 15 mins walking around before I find that place. Unbelivable.

That place looks quite cool. Got a card from them.

Then off in a cab I was to Junction 8 for dinner. There this Long Queue Dim Sum restaruant at the basement at the new block. It was LONG QUEUE de lorrr!!! When we reached the place the waiting number was 160 and we were like 194. Got 30 more seats in front of us!

But it was an unbelivable dinner. The food was great and I had a great time eating the stuff there. The Xiao Long Bao was Shiok de! First time I actually tasted the soup in the Xiao Long Bao and it was amazing! And we had many other delicious food there too. The dinner amounted to over $100 for 4 person which I think is quite reasonable. Now one more thing to add to my arsenal of good places to eat!

Before dinner we bought mom two carnations and a small box of Dark Almond Chocolates. It is a modest gift but the look on her face was priceless. We know she loves us and God Bless Her!

Great Dinner, Cash in my pockets, a date on my birthday, a Good job and a great Future. What more can I ask for? Thank you God for all the things that you have bestowed upon me. I love you. I place my Life in your hands. Thank you for dying on the cross so that we will be cleared of sins and be righteous. You are my great God.

All praise to you and you alone.

Day 75: Im not Alone. Love ya people!!

Woke up early today... Was slightly late, manage to hit my target for both list I was doing. One list was Australia, One was India. Forgot to add in Time sheet though. We ate Lunch at the foodcourt at Vivocity. Me and Bernie ate Thai Food. She didnt believe that the stall auntie was thai so i made a bet with her. Turns out i was right so... She had to make Milo for me in the afternoon. And she made me speak whatever little Thai I know to that Auntie.

So turns out that it was the 2nd time in her life she made Milo for someone. Both times it was me! Hoho... And it sucks. She added whatever she could find into that Milo, Coffee, Tea, Milo powder and all the sweet stuff. She probably did that on Purpose. The Milo Sucks cause it was so sweet... But seriously man, I drank e whole thing Praise God! She Doesnt give a shit though. pRobablY.

Then it was 5 and we decided to order Golden Pillow to eat since none of the people in the Office has tried it before. It was something new and I thought it would be nice to let them try something fresh and different. We ordered at 5.30 and the food only came at 7.30. Most people stayed pass that time including Bernie and Theresa. We had a great time eating. Those people also had a small party thingy for me... They bought me a Bakerzin cake and two gifts. One was a Levi Shirt, I kinda like it and the other was a watch which was just as well, maybe its gods way of saying that I should stop wearing the one I got together with Eugenia just before we broke up. Dinner was awesome and the company was really really great.

Then I went out with the Loser Gang. It was freaking Awesome outing, Its great catching up with the rest of the guys. Talkin to Zhao, Eric, Shawn, Sam Kuang and Loo. Catching up on their lives and latest squeeze, talking about their work and pay and the latest gossip and movies and disturbing news. Felt like old days again.

Then watch Iron Man. Totally COOL show.

Then came home. Going out with Bernie on Monday night to Robertson Quay Sketches to have dinner. Maybe I bring her along to all the nice places I've been meaning to try before she leaves the country.

And I came home to find brother helping me with my work... Oh how touched and blessed I felt.

Oh God! How great you have blessed my Life.

I put my life in your hands. Thank you for all the Angels you sent me.

Day 73, Day 74: Tired... But Do I have a Date? Hmm...

Woke up early and was not late for the past two days. I stayed back at the office late, till 8.45 on Wednesday and till 10 on Thursday. I want to earn more money because there are some things I want to do.

I want to go travel before National Service. I want to get a good gift which I already have in mind for a dear friend who is going to Australia to study next month. I want to hit my personal Target of 2K Cash pay. I want to be the best person. But you know what? I place all these in God's hand. He has made all things possible and effortless for me. I love him and all that he has done for me. With him around, all things are possible.

Do I love God? Yes I do. As Christ is so are all the other people I know. Since I love God and as God is, so are the others, I love them too. Do I Love Bernie? Oh yes I do. Do I Love Eugenia, of course. Do I Love Sarah Michelle Gellar Hell yea! Do I love all my friends and family and dog and all the lovely people that are beside me encouraging and spurring me on, all those angels whom God sent to keep me going and to make me realize that Eugenia isnt everything. Oh yes I love you all. I love my Brother. You people dunno what a stable emotional support he has been for me.

All praise to God. Oh yea... I asked Bernie out for Dinner on Monday and she agreed. Not that I am like interested in her, just find her great company. I dun mind her friends coming too. They're great people... =) Now now where shall I bring her?? Alcave Mansion or Sketches or Dempsey Hill PS Cafe or Sky Dining or Old Vienna or... Anyone reading this Blog... Where should I bring her? Hee hee...

Day 72: God sent me a Human MP3

Woke up early, was not late... Blah blah blah

Hit my target for the day because I was given such a simple list to work on. Praise God!

Came home from work. Obviously God knows that my MP4 has no more batt. On the way home on the train there was this Indian man singing some Tamil song loudly in the train. It may be stupid for him to do that but I think it certainly brought much smiles and laughter to the others in the train. His singing sucks but at least there was some entertainment right? Thanks Father for the entertainment!

God Bless my Tomorrow. All praise to him! =)

Day 71: Back to Work

Woke up today and things were as usual. Went to work and was not late. Called and call and manage to hit my target by 6pm. Then stayed till 8pm to work somemore and earn extra pay. Came home, bathe and rested.

I feel my interest for medicine coming back slowly. From watching House to thinking about how to cure sickness and disease, I am slowly rekindling my fire for Medicine. From Marfan Syndrome to Heart Mumurs to stomach pain. Bring it on.

I want to be a Doctor. And I want to be Rich and Drives and Smart. I know God, my father in heaven will make it happen. =)

Praise God!

Day 69, Day 70: Oh Yes, I Confirmed I have Definitly Gotten Over You.

Woke up on Sat feeling funny. Got some Newspaper cut, stick to House MD the rest of the day, Played basketball at night.

Woke up today early at 9.45am. Woke up had breakfast and went to the House of the Lord. Today in the Church was a blessed pastor which came all the way from Adelaide Australia to preach with us. He is Pastor Ashley Evans and OH what a sermon he preach and what words he reveal and how powerful those words were. I am now ready to Break through in Jesus name.

He mentioned about Authority and Intimidation. Those were powerful words. The First part was about Authority and how when Jesus died on the cross, we were given all the Authority to rule and that with Authority, we can influence people, our close friends, our enemies and even strangers. What sets Jesus apart was his Authority. When he spoked he exudes Authority. Not only is he the Authority, he can give authority like he gave to his disciples when he wanted them to spread the message of God and heal people. As he can give to others so did he give to you when he died on the cross to rid us of our sins such that we are righteous in God's eye and we are nearer to him and such that we have his Authority to break through not only what the devil has for us but for our own lifes too.

Then he spoke about embracing this Authority and how the devil works to banish this Authority from you. There are two ways he can do it. He can make your Authority appear less then it is or make you believe that there is no Authority at all. He spoke about how Initimidation often results in Compromise. He mentioned something about the people in the Bible when One King is going to take over a city and the people cowered and forced into the corner said to let them go and they shall be his Servants and with which he said that if they are willing to give him their Right eye then he will spare their lives. Thats compromise. But they know now that as they give their right eyes, they are not able to attack and strike out for themselves because people back them use their left shield to protect their cover their head (Including left eye) and use their right swords to lash out. So when they lost their right eye they are left with no more vision to hit back at the enemy. Not only that they also lost their ability to defend. Why is that since they are still able to hold up their shield. Because they can see what they are defending with. They have to lower their shield to see the enemy and that is why the enemy had an opportunity to strike out and hit them little by little.

There is also something Significant with the right eye, that is the ability to judge time, speed and distance. If you lose an eye, your ability to judge these things are affecting. Same thing when you lose your visions, you lose God's timing and things and wonders for you. This is how important your eye is and how it can help to see and identify God's timing for you.

Well well... Im getting excited typing all these... Then he spoke about how the devil can make you believe that you have no authority or you have no rights to take these authority and break through in your life. He gave a simple metaphor.

There was once a man that was taking a walk in a forest. There was tents put up and little children running around and a campfire right in the middle. He then noticed a huge elephant with chains held onto a small log. He was mad, this was dangerous. This Elephant could easily break the chains and trample around killing everyone. He approached the master of the beast and confronted him. The master said "No way he wont do that. I have chained him to that log since he was a baby and when he was little, he tried hard to break the log but failed everytime. Now, he no longers tries to get away and thats how Im certain he wont break the chains."

This analogy is like us. When we were just starting out, we didnt have Christ in our lives. We were little and we tried all ways by our own efforts to break free and hit breakthroughs. When we believed in Christ, though we have inherited his goodness, though we have inherited his power and his will and his words, we still are held onto the chains of the past. We are the grown Elephants my beloved, we can breakthrough and Jesus gave us the power to do so two thousands years ago when he died for our sins.

Thank you so Much God. All praise to you.

NBA Playoffs 1st round:

Atlanta forced a Game 7 at the Celtics. (3-3)
Magics Trashed the Raptors. (4-1)
Suns Lost Terrible to the Spures (1-4)
Detroits beat the 76ers (4-2)
Cavaliers beat the Wizards (4-2)
Jazz knocked out the Rockets (4-2)
The Nuggets got Swept by the Lakers (0-4)
Hornets beat the Mavericks (4-1)

I predicted: Celtics, Magic, Suns, Detroits, Cavaliers, Jazz, Nuggets and Hornets to the next round. (Correct prediction are the ones in Red, Celtics in Game 7 with Atlanta)

Go Celtics!

Day 67, Day 68: Basketball. I Love this Game

Nothing much over the weekend... Mainly three things I did.

1: Basketball
2: House MD
3: Work from Office.

I just love the game of Basketball. Why do I like this Game so much? You know why? Cause in the Game of Basketball, Skills matters but that aint much. How well you control the ball matters but that aint much. How accurate you are with your shot matters too but that aint much either. In the game of Basketball, he who wants it most gets it. If you lose, it simply means you dun wan to win it as badly as the other party. Thats it. Thats the Game of Basketball and it makes sense. You want it, you get it. On the other hand, no matter how hard you want a person, the person is still not yours if you dun win her heart. Even if you tried your best.

Why do I love this game? Cause its Physical. Its not about individual, its about teamwork. Its about cooperation and understanding between people. Its about working together and each time it succeeds, you ask yourself why things like that never happens in real life. Its about hardwork and when I put in the efforts and reap in the rewards, nothing else matters. When you are on that court, facing the other guy one on one with no one else to help you and give you aid, you forget about pain and fatigue, you forget all about your weakness and tiredness, you forget about your abilities, you forget about how great a foe you got, YOU ONLY WANT TO GET PASS AND BEAT THE GUY IN FRONT OF YOU. Total Concentration.

Why it feels so good? Because it lets me forget about my personal life. I forgot about Eugenia and our breakup. I forgot all the pain Im feeling. Even if I do, I am channeling all my furastration and helplessness into strength to beat the other guy. You forget about the game where you played badly, you forget about the miserable life you are living or the boring afternoon spent at home. You forget about the part where Eugenia tells you... I Just dun love you Anymore. You forget about that last hug with her in the room, the kind of hug where you know its the last one with her again. You forget about going to her place and taking back your clothes. You forget about how adorable she looks wearing your shirt, wearing your basketball pants. You forget about all the good times you have for 3 YEARS which makes the breakup so hard to take. You forget about your hopes for the Future. You forget about trying to win her back. You forget about her being with another guy. WITH TWO OTHER GUYS after you broke. You Forget that she found another guy 1 week after you broke off. You forget that she never regrets a decision she makes. You forget about all the pains and criticisms that you have received having a girlfriend that is two years older. YOU FORGET THAT YOU LOVE EUGENIA MORE THEN ANYTHING ELSE IN THIS WORLD AND SHE DUN LOVE YOU ANYMORE.

You have no time to self doubt. You know that each time you doubt yourself would be a huge mistake and you lose a point. You have no time to hesitate. You know that each time you hesitate would be one chance for the opponent to give you added pressure. You got no time to think of mistakes. You know that each mistakes you make could be your last and cost you the game. You have no time to think of lost. Thats because you know that each though of lost brings you deeper into depression and you know that Depression is what comes after the game and you dun want that kind of depression and YOU BETTER MAKE SURE YOU GIVE IN YOUR ALL AND EVEYTHING SO THAT YOU DUN LOSE THE GAME LIKE YOU LOST THE GIRL OF YOUR LIFE.

Total Bliss.

That's why I love this Game.